you think so....all i can say is when you've been screwed as many times as i have in my life turning the other cheek is not an option anymore..you learn to see who's doing the screwing and make sure they stop...one way or another....that's not childish...that's called growing smarter and teaching someone that not everybody in this world is their little kick-around patsy ...I'm big enough to kick back... and Harder..!!