Bernice, I don't know what you've been told about the GZ fellowship, but LJ has not been posting loads of derogative things about you. It wouldn't be allowed on any board.
As for the posts here, well if someone was watching me so closely that they noticed when I left a fellowship, well I'd be pretty angry to be honest and I applaud LJ/Maple Leaf for rising above the comments here and not responding.
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